Aconcagua

This post is going to be a lot more factual and contain less description and pizzaz than normal. The detailed description is being put towards the book efforts!

Aconcagua. 

At 6,961m (22,838 ft), she is the tallest mountain in the Americas and the tallest in the world outside of the Himalayas. She is one of the 7 Summits (and 2nd tallest of those as well). This is not a technically difficult mountain but the altitude and size of it do make it challenging in its own ways. 

I joined a company called Adventures Patagonicas for this one on an accelerated plan of 12 days (compared to 17-21 for other operators). My team was 2 guides and 6 people. After the obligatory gear check and meeting, we had dinner out at an Argentinian grill and ate more meat than any human should consume in a single sitting. The next day they drove us out into the mountains, past vineyards, to the park entrance (3000m) where we would begin our trek. It was about 7km from the road to the first camp, which took close to three hours, moving very slowly. Mules carried our gear so we were only hauling light loads. The first camp was well equipped with WiFi, beds in the tent, and catered meals. It was not a rough start to the mountain.

Much of the first two days of the hike look like this. 

Day 3 of the trip took us from Confluencia (3400m) to Plaza de Mulas (base camp at 4400m). However, in between is about 18km of trekking, fortunately, not steep. The route mostly follows the river up the valley and can be considered flat for a significant portion of the hike. At the end, the trail kicks up and most of the elevation gain happens in the final 90 minutes. Again, mules took the gear, so this was little more than a long walk. To allow people to acclimate, we moved at a very slow pace and stopped often.

The summit with an ominous cloud enveloping it.

Base camp sits on a plateau with a wonderful view of the mountain. Again, this was a well-equipped place with WiFi and a huge mess tent where we had our meals brought in by the hard-working catering staff. It was optional to rent a domed tent ($135/night) that had a bed in it, but I slept in a regular tent alone. We then "carried" to Camp 1/Canada (4900m). I say "carried" because I took up some climbing gear and shared team food, but everyone else hiked up with little packs as they were using porters. All of their weight and team food was taken camp to camp by porters. Needing the practice of carrying weight at altitude, I saved the money and carried my own gear. After a brief stay at the very windy camp, we dropped back down to base camp for the night. 

Camp 1

Day 5 started the "climb" and we went again from base camp to Camp 1, this time staying up higher, and I shared a tent with a teammate. Luxury was minimized here as we ate from our self-packed bowls, there was no Wi-Fi or power, and our toilet was a backpacker tent when you had to crap in a plastic bag. After one night, we head up the loose scree that is most of the mountain. This time I carried everything in one push, and it was my heaviest load at 57 lbs. It made for a challenging few hours but was completed without incident.  

Camp 2/Nido (5350m) was better equipped again. We had a mess tent and Wi-Fi, but the wind was punishing. Little sleep followed, and the next day was a rest day where there was little else to do besides eat, poop, and sit in the tent, hiding from the wind. 

On day 8, we headed up to high camp/Berlin (5800m), and although the trail up was much better (not as loose and energy draining) and the wind lessened, there was no Wi-Fi as promised. While we all can afford to unplug, it was Christmas Eve, and our summit bid was Christmas Day, and it would have been nice to check in with the family on the holiday, but it was not to be. Again, we had a mess tent and a decent toilet (a real toilet seat and a bucket which you put sawdust in after) within a tent to shelter your backside from the wind. 

Camp 3 after an Xmas Eve sprinkling of snow.

We awoke at 3am and were off by 5am in the darkness and cold, on our way up the mountain. The trail was as stable as it had been yet, and the first couple of hours went by fine, with the rising sun causing the removal of layers. We moved slowly, slower than other teams, and once we hit about 6500m, two of my teammates opted to turn around. Counting the two who left the trip early previously, it was now just me and one other climber to carry on with a guide. We stopped at 6550m and soon after put on crampons. While there was no snow for the entire climb, on the final slopes, a snow patch lined the side of the trail, and walking on it proved easier than on the frustrating loose rocks. We pushed upward for several hours, and 9 hours after leaving high camp, we arrived on the summit. It was flat, and we had excellent views.

Panorama from the summit

Two thumbs and climbed it? This Guy!

The cross at the summit. 

 25 minutes later, we headed down, although tired, which made the trip much more difficult. We stopped to take off the crampons, and 10 feet before that point, I tripped and fell, smacking my leg on a rock. The descent was as frustrating as the ascent, with loose rock and scree causing poor footing and draining energy. It took us 3 hours to get back to camp, and we were tired, but we spent the night at Berlin. The next day (day 10), we packed up and descended to base camp, none too soon as the mountain got smashed with clouds and snow. Exhausted, the remaining members of my team took a helicopter out. I pitched a tent and the next day packed up the mules and hiked from base camp to the road, a journey of 6 hours or so on exhausted legs. Another day was spent in Mendoza eating and getting a haircut, and then I began the two-day journey back to Poland, happy to have done the peak but tired from the travel.

The peak from base camp after the snow came. 

This was not an overly fun mountain to climb. Climb is a hard word as it is basically a hike, but one that goes to almost 7000m. I feel the weather was generous as we summited in a clear window, but prior to that, the wind was howling, and after we got down, snow covered the peak. Porters, beds, catered meals, and helicopter rides all make this much more accessible (and comfortable) than other peaks if you are willing to pay the price, but I felt like an outsider for wanting to do it like other mountains. Also, I trained hard for this peak en route to Everest, putting in 2-3 hours a day and sleeping in my Hypoico tent to pre-acclimate. I can't say others do this. While it is an "easy" mountain compared to some, it takes fitness and acclimatization to scale it in a matter of days, and people need to prepare accordingly. Group trips are always hard, as it seems they cater to the slowest, least prepared people, which can be frustrating if you are on the other end of the spectrum. 

Everest Calling

This post comes long overdue. It is no secret that for quite some time I have envisioned myself attempting the world's highest peak. Dabbling with mountains and becoming frustrated with the solitude, cost, and time away from home, I have gone away and come back to mountaineering as many times as can be counted on both hands. Other personal endeavors like running and purchasing a home have divided my time and resources. But that flame still was smoldering deep inside and I was not yet ready to give up the dream.

Falling short of midlife crisis, I was looking for a change. Not happy with my lot in life in terms of work, something needed to happen in order to keep me in the status quo. I decided that in order to stay in my job I would need a carrot to dangle. With something to focus on daily and in the long run, I could tolerate a less-than-satisfying professional role, temporarily. I had always said that I wanted to climb Everest before the age of 45, not because climbing it over that age was impossible, but because I vowed to go there in the greatest physical shape possible, and that would be more difficult with increasing age. Crafting a proposal, I submitted this to my supervisors. While one was encouraging, the higher-ups were less so. I'll spare the details but I became more resolute in doing this even if it meant taking a year off work in order to focus on my goal. However, in the end, my leave from work was approved, and my training and planning had begun. In 2025, I would attempt Mount Everest.

Having scoured the internet for the better part of the last decade and a half looking at operators, I had a fair list of possibilities in going to the mountain. Cost was a major factor and that eliminated many of the high priced operators out there. After consulting with several experienced climbers I settled on Rolwaling, an operator out of Nepal. Another consideration was the route. The dangers of the Khumbu Icefall coupled with overcrowding, long lines, and a reputation of garbage, left little to be desired for the south side. I would go from the north, the Tibet side, along the original route taken by Mallory. Advantages would include being able to drive in to base camp as well as have yak support for gear up to Advanced Base Camp. Colder and more technically difficult higher up, the mountain had its challenges but with less people it could theoretically be safer. I made my deposit of 50% of the cost (in exchange for a small discount) and was on my way.

On November 12th, 2023, I was facing 511 days in front of me before my departure to Tibet. While a great amount of endurance was needed, I would have to balance out my greatest strength with areas that also needed improvement. In addition to running, I began cycling. Several days per week I would also hike. Most of the time this was on a treadmill with the incline taken to the maximum. Other times, about once a week, I would go outside with a pack weighing approximately 23 lb and hike in the woods. Other exercises supplemented the training as well, including hitting the StairMaster machine and doing high intensity interval training (HIIT). To prepare for carrying heavier loads and to supplement the inevitable weight loss at high altitude, I also adopted a lifting regimen. Mostly focused on legs and back, I tried to gain strength for what was to come, although with all of my endurance work, putting on weight was quite difficult. I rarely took a day off and averaged more than an hour of work per day. At my busiest and most exhausted, I might only get in 30 or 40 minutes of workout. However, it was not uncommon to do 3 hours of work midweek, and extending to four or more on the weekends helped. Typically I worked out between 1.5-2.5 hours per day during the school week. Like any training program it was difficult at first but became easier with routine and consistency. And like any running program, it also became challenging to face the same workouts day in and day out. I had highs and lows, but remained focused on the greater goal of not only doing my best on the mountain, but coming back safely.

In addition to physical training, I needed to get back to the mountains for some experience. My summer will be spent in South America, where I will climb the highest mountains in Ecuador, Peru, and Bolivia. After a warm up climb to 4700m, I'll ascend a peak of 5700m, and then another volcano at 6300m, the highest peaks in Ecuador. In Peru, I'll "warm up" on a 6000m climb before tackling the country's highest mountain at 6800m. Then it will be off to Bolivia to 6500m. At Christmas time I will go back to South America to climb Aconcagua, the highest mountain in the Americas and also the highest mountain outside of the Himalaya. Meanwhile, I am sleeping in an altitude tent to help expedite acclimatization.

Mountains - Part 1: Elbrus (Russia)

This post is the first in a two-part series where I recap climbs from the past that was never posted.  The first installment is going back exactly 3 years ago to 2015 where I ventured alone to Russia to scale Mt. Elbrus, the highest peak in Europe, and one of the Seven Summits.  They are posted in the present so they do not get buried under previous posts. 

June 27, 2015
This rich, prep-school kid next to me with his Rolex Submariner is nice enough, but he wont shut up about vacation homes, collecting cars, and the string of hotels his daddy owns back in Mother Russia. Luckily, I am on the nicest flight of my life from London to Moscow - Business-class seats that are wide and recline, and I sleep the whole way there, a nice rest after toting the kids around London for the past week. My reward is 12 days alone in an attempt to tick off my 2nd of the 7 Summits: Mt. Elbrus in Russia.

The bliss is over when I touch down and have to make my way across the city from one airport to another. On my puddle jumper from Moscow to Mineralnye Vody, all of the announcements are in Russian. A mighty cheer goes up upon landing and I think, I have heard this on risky landings but on a nice day? Perhaps a safe landing is not a foregone expectation of purchasing a flight ticket in Russia, or maybe the landing gear was broken, how am I supposed to know?

I load into a van with a group (unsure if they are climbing partners as I cannot understand them) and travel 3 hours north to Elbrus region. The drive is flat save a few mining piles. I arrive and thankfully find a single room waiting for me (the rest have doubles) as no one else speaks English. They try to engage me, the obvious foreigner, in a bit of chit chat but it soon dies out and they return to themselves, which suits me just fine. I prefer to be left alone and focus on my goal. I do need to walk across the street to rent some gear as my down jacket is in the USA and my crampons and trekking poles are not up for the task anymore.  Returning I try to call home but it won't connect and the power is out. My shower will have to wait.

The next day we took a chairlift up to 2500m for an acclimatization hike. It was immediately clear many people had never done this. One guy asked, "What are crampons?" and I had to show another how to use trekking poles.  We went up very slowly and stopping too often for too long. The weather went from fair to poor with rain and sleet. We finally crested Mt. Cheget at 3400m.  Down in town, though I only needed two items, I had to wait while almost ever other member of the group was fully outfitted for gear.  I should have been done in a few minutes but instead watched the entire movie "Brave" in Russian before my turn. Only one other member of our group is experienced, and the lone female member looks fit, but I am concerned about this squad as the mountain sees 15-30 deaths a year due to the quick changes in the weather. Our weather has been poor and we have yet to see the sky.

Vladimir, our guide, takes us up the mountain to practice ice techniques. No one but I has used an axe before, but we don't do crampons because he says it will be too hard for them to learn both at once...We rode a chairlift up today that was 60 years old. If I hadn't seen a scrap pile of old chairs, I would have sworn we were riding the originals.

On the 27th we headed up Elbrus for the first time. The chairlifts take us from 2350m to 3400m just like that.  When then hiked up snow nearly 3 hours to 3900m as slow as possible and then worked on technique. It was a good refresher. My reward was purple chucks for dinner....beets.  After that was beetroot soup.  If there is a worse food out there, I don't want to encounter it. I managed to get through it by mixing them all together and adding tons of salt, pepper, and butter.

July 1: We are up the mountain for good. Chairlifts and a snow cat get us to our huts at 3900m. We have wifi and toilets! We had heard horror stories of the huts on Elbrus but ours were plush with its own dinning room.  We left at 11:15am to head up to the famed Pastukhov Rocks at 4600m, got into crampons, and then climbed 200m more to the top of the ridge. It took 4 hours round trip and most of it was in a cloud with swirling winds. Others struggled but I ran down the final few hundred meters feeling good. Then I felt horrible. I had a splitting headache, my stomach was off, and I stepped out to puke. I didn't have enough water for the altitude and paid dearly for my aggressive descent. Some meds from the guide sorted me out. 

Our home on the mountain

The view from my bunk

July 2: Climbed up just 200m today and sat for a while on the memorial rock, watching the mountain. Then our group got into the snow and built a snow woman, boobs and all. I guess a bunch of Russian men are longing for more women out here.  I sit at dinner and watch as people take the communal bowl of sour cream and eat from it with their spoon, or individually eat the veggies out of a bowl of salad.  I get translated to me about 25% of what the guide instructs, and about 1-2% of what is said at dinner but I manage to be ok.  It is lonely on the hikes with no one to just banter with.

Do you want to build a snowman?

July 3: Midnight. Summit day. After little sleep, I rise and get ready in the vestibule, trying not to wake the others. I shovel a quick breakfast because, as the Russians say, "No porridge, no summit." By 1am I am in full gear, including crampons, and take a 10 min snowmobile ride (that costs me $100) to the top of the Rocks at about 4800m opting for a long climb than my team. I feel this is criminal but it is the way of the mountain. Most of the lower slopes are as wide as a football field and during the day, climbing with snowmobiles and snowcats plowing by is like finishing in a canoe with jet skis all around.  I begin hiking with a new guide who says nothing during our hour and a half together. We stop only once for a break but otherwise we inch up, step-by-step, the steep face. I feel terrible and once at the top of the ridge, we sit in the snow, freezing, until the rest of our party is brought up to 5000m by snowcat. They arrive but mill around, and I am eager to leave.

We plod in a line up the ridge of the East summit, mostly in a cloud but occasionally a break in the sky showed glimpses of the impending sunrise before stealing it away again. Eating and drinking is near impossible as the slope is about 45 degrees and the blowing wind threatens to pull us off and freeze our extremities in minutes.  We are not roped (nor would I want to be to these people). Eventually, in the light, we dropped down into the saddle between the summits. The wind was so strong we had to hunch down to speak to each other, like the army under the blades of a helicopter.  We dropped one trekking pole in exchange for our ice axes and faced the West summit. The climb was unbearable. The wind would yank someone off the mountain so we threw ourselves forward, buried the axe, hunkered down, and took a few steps when it abated, only to repeat frequently. 

At this point several of our party decided to turn back. We almost lost another when his hat blew off and he tried to run after it across the slope. He tripped in the snow and on his crampons and started to skid down the mountain before he slowed and the guide dove on him. After pushing on in the hurricane, we hit a fixed rope and clipped in.  Halfway across the traverse of the face the guide pulls his head from the radio and yells "Turn around!"  What?!?!  The winds are punishing on the top and the final ridge is unclimbable.  I beg him to proceed to the turn and just wait and see and we do.  We are at 5555m and the summit lies at 5642, just 87 vertical meters above us, over a few rocks, all fixed rope. But it is clear we have no choice. We must turn after 6 hours of effort to get here.  The summit is 20 minutes of climbing (on a good day) away, but today is not that day.

Instantly we are in trouble.  The wind, which has been awful the whole time, now is raging in our face. I am wearing glacier glasses but can't see anything as specks of ice blast me in the face. Thankfully the guide swaps me for his ski goggles and that part improves. The wind has turned the snow into balls so it is like walking on Dipping Dots. The footprints in front are blasted away instantly so footing is difficult and the going is slow.  What should have been a relatively quick jaunt down is hindered by exhaustion, bad weather, and the fact that we have been climbing for hours and have no summit to show for it. During some of the more technical portions there are a few slips and lucky catches. Once on the main slope I would walk until collapsing in the snow, wait for others, and plod on, over and over. I crash into camp with 15cm of snot hanging from my nose and I am too tired to change out of my wet socks and pants.

A day of hydration, rest, and refueling still leaves me smashed and I know that there is no chance of a repeat attempt, and no one here wants one. The next day we pack out and return down the mountain.  My day gets weirder from there. We males head to a Russian mineral spring. During the 2 mile walk, we follow a garbage-lined path in the woods to a market where Gypsie woman are selling goods. I am told to sip water from a pump spewing water out of the ground. I do so reluctantly. In the banya, we strip and enter a sauna that is between 80-100 degrees Celsius. I can only do about 5 min in there before stepping out. My choices are to jump into a small pool or go to the shower. I choose pool and instantly bolt out of it. It was ice cold.  Back in the sauna and I come out to the shower, pull a cord, and a bucket of ice water falls on me. We repeat this charade. Back in the sauna I meet Sasha, a man who makes me lie down, bare ass in the air. He takes a branch of leaves from a bucket of water and starts smacking me with the branch up and down my body.  When I don't think I can take the heat and pain any more, he tells me to flip over. No Way!  I eventually do, balls to the sky, and he beats me again. Thoroughly sore and somewhat embarrassed, I leave, into the ice pool, and onto the bench for hot tea again. They ask me (I assume), "How was it?" and I tell them they are all crazy and sit down with welt marks in the shape of oak leaves on my back.  I decline a repeat round of the torture, convinced it is a prank on the American. I then turn down a chance to do it to someone else and learn I got to go first as I was the guest.

Team votes to go out for dinner. I did not, as it meant spending more money and having no one to talk to but majority rules. I enjoy a few beers, lamb, veal, and even tried liver (of what animal I cannot say).  I get my t-shirt and certificate and walk home.  I awake about to burst. Convinced I ate too much I try to sleep.  Nope. I vomit in the toilet and spend the next 4 hours doing so every 30 minutes. It stopped at 530 and by 7am I was showered - weak legged and bubbly stomach. No breakfast for me. I said goodbye to the team and tipped Vladimir 4000 Rubles and left in a van, solo. The driver seemed to think it was a challenge to double the speed limits and take lots of chances on the curvy mountain road going down the valley. Dehydrated, nauseous, and with no air con, I was in pain for all 3 hours of the drive. I spent 3 more sitting on the floor or standing in line in the hot, noisy little airport before my 2.5 hour flight to Moscow.  From there I had 2 hours transferring by train and wandered with this big pack to my hotel where I ate crepes, my first meal in over a day. I slept 11 hours.

My trip capped off with a self-guided tour of Red Square.  I wanted to see Lenin but it is closed on Tuesdays, the only day I was there. Figuring out the subway was an ordeal as the stops are all in Russian characters and don't go in order on the signs. It is difficult to be a stranger in a strange land.

A subway sign

Subway decor in Moscow

Red Square

Red Square

Kremlin

Lenin's Tomb

I am disappointed to not have made the summit and know I can climb these peaks. However, I survived an exciting , solo trip to Russia and have the story to tell so I am eager to do more.

Mountains - Part 2: Illimani (Bolivia)

This post is the second in a two-part series where I recap climbs from the past that were never posted.  This installment is going back 1 year ago to 2017 when I ventured alone to Bolivia to scale Mt. Illimani and Sajama, the two highest peaks in Bolivia.  They are posted in the present so they do not get buried under previous posts. Much of the language comes from my journal at the moment.

June, 2017
This trip started in the worst way possible. We didn't get the house we made an offer on. Then I dropped my phone, cracking it.  We drove to the airport and got stuck in 1.5 hours of traffic, only to find my flight delayed, then delayed again so that I would miss my connection.  I flew to Miami on a later flight and missed departing to Bolivia by 15 minutes.  I was put up in a terrible airport hotel for 24 hours until the next plane left.  Little did I know that check-out was at 11am, so by the time I got there and laid down, I had to leave and park my butt in the airport for most of the day.

Upon arriving in La Paz, I made my way to my hotel, albeit a day later than planned.  Thankfully, they amended the reservation and didn't charge me for it, which was nice, and warranted since the room didn't have hot water, an English-speaking television channel, or decent wifi, but they did have an ok breakfast. The elevation of La Paz is around 3,500m, which meant I had to arrive several days before my climb to acclimate. On my second day, I wandered the streets up to the highest ridge around town, and scrambled over crags, nearly falling to my death on the rocky outcroppings before heading back down, avoiding hordes of stray dogs.

The next day I walked about 3 miles to the minibus station and figured out how to get on the right bus that took me to La Cumbre, a high point about 15 miles from the city.  The elevation there is 4,400m so it was a good chance to acclimate some more.  The bus was crammed with people, babies, and supplies, we headed up, stopping for food for most just outside the city. 30 min later we arrived and I was dropped at the side of the road with odd stares. I hiked up for about 5 min but the wind was hammering and the temps far colder than I anticipated so I basically sat huddled for an hour before deciding to go back down.  I had a hard time hitching a ride back but a guy finally stopped and took me to town, for a fee, of course.

I walked 5k back to town and stopped in Wild Rover, this "Irish" hostel where I was to stay the days after my climb. It was gross: a bunch of 20-somethings all drinking and trying to hook up. At 1:20pm. On a Monday. They had no rooms for earlier than my date but I stayed for lunch anyway, getting through a BBQ burger and a salad as I hadn't had vegetables in three days.  Tomorrow, we go up.

June 27
With the anticipation finally over, I packed up my gear and met my guide. We threw my bags into the car and piled in with a driver and headed out of tow.  Long, winding roads took us up and out, some of them dirt, some of them paved, all of them with dangerous curves that every driver felt entitled to hug as tight as possible.  I remain entirely convinced the greater danger in climbing mountains is the trip there and back. It took several hours, all of it with Illimani in the distance, to reach the massif itself.  Luckily, there was new road put in due to some filming and research in the area.  Otherwise, the climb would have taken an extra day and a hike of about 4 hours from the road.

Instead, we pushed on, crossing not-so-small streams and weaving through some hefty rocks.  We bottomed out many times, scraping the car all over the so-called road.  But eventually we made it up to the fast plain that is base camp, just at the foot of the mountain peak itself.  There is not a prettier sight in the country, I am sure.

Base Camp 4,400m

Our driver dropped our gear and took off down the mountain with a promise to return several days later. After unpacking the loot and setting up the tent, there really wasn't much to do but drink tea and stare at the mountain.  I took a wander down the road and headed up a valley lined by rock walls.  There were llamas everywhere and waterfalls coming off the mountain.  I went up for quite a while, scaling some rock walls and hiking far, hoping to push acclimatization.

View of base camp from higher up

Looking back down on my hike

Temps dropped rapidly as dusk drew closer, and after glancing at the lights of La Paz and El Alto in the distance, I retired for some rest, of which I could get little of in a tent.  My borrowed sleeping pad had a hole in it so I felt every rock of the plain.  We woke early and tried to get warm as the sun was still working its way up.  Breakfast and a late start with a full pack up the trail. My guide and I shouldered decent-sized packs, but a porter grabbed the bulk of our load.  I cannot believe how much weight I still had and it was a good thing I could carry some. These guys show up from miles down the valley, come up in sandals, shoulder huge weight, and still beat most people up the mountain.  A ranger showed up at the last second and collected the climbing fee, which was about $3.

Our route traveled up and right across the mountain. The going was easy at first but became more and more steep as the day went on and the heat increased. More rests were needed as we inched our way up the difficult and sandy single track toward the high camp.  Moments of doubt began to creep in as the mountain loomed high above us; I looked back down and was amazed at how far we had come, but looking up, there was much more to scale.  Since we didn't have our tents in our bag, there was no sense in going higher without the porter.  We paused just shy of the high camp and rested until the porter arrived.  Other than being hungry and thirsty, I was feeling alright and not effected by the altitude. Usually, within 2 min of stopping, I had my breath and was itching to go. The stopping and waiting was the most frustrating. My endurance is good but my patience is not.  I just want to plow on and get it done.  This, however, is not a hurry-up sport.

High camp was a sketchy place.  Not bigger than about 30-40 feet wide and long, it was perched on the ridge just at the snowline. We were at 5500m (18,200ft), the Nido de Condor "Condor's Nest" and it was a precarious situation.  My tent was on a shelf not wide enough to hold it, and ropes were strung to keep it tied down.  A strong gust of wind looked to pull it down the huge gully to my left, with me wrapped inside. The entire place smelled of fecal matter and urine as there were no other options for doing your business. I had a pounding headache that abated after some hydration, Tylenol, and rest. Our time here was brief; we would make dinner and try and sleep, but we were leaving at midnight.

I, of course, could not sleep.  My Swiss cheese Thermarest was worthless and I felt every one of the rocks. My rest on the tundra last night was a gift compared to this place. My head is pounding and I have a 12-14 hour trip ahead of me when today's 3.5-hour trip was enough to put me in this state.  I think about the mountains as Cheryl Strayed said in "Wild", you may come to find yourself, and find meaning, but what you find, at least initially, is nothing but suffering. The summit may be bliss, but the journey is ripe with discomfort.  If it wasn't the rocks beneath me keeping me awake, it was the flapping of a tent-like kids' with a parachute in gym class - that sealed the deal. I stayed warm with two hot water bottles tucked in my bag, but no rest for me, again. At 1am the alarm went off and I pulled on whatever clothes I was not already wearing. Getting plastic boots on in a tent is a chore.  I choked down "breakfast" which was basically chocolate and tea.  Crampons, helmet, and 2:05am - we were off.

The route starts from high camp by hugging a rocky ridge. It didn't seem like it at the time, but this was some of the most difficult footing, as I would see coming down in the light. Instantly I was too hot and stopped to pull off my Goretex jacket, which was under my impressive down jacket. I ate some Gu and drank water but Andreas kept chirping about the power of cocoa leaves and how they make you strong and help stomach issues and headaches.  I took a couple of rounds just to appease him. I don't buy it, and it feels like you are chewing a handful of leaves you have raked in Fall time only you have to hold them in your lip, like dip. It tastes like sucking on an unused tea bag.

On we slogged making switchbacks across the mountain face, though it was hard to gauge distance when only 3 feet in front of me was illuminated. But it was probably best, because as I would later find out, the route is surrounded by cliffs and crevasses, and it was terrifying. After about 2 hours we were going well but my new crampon popped off. This was not a problem as it was not too steep, but elsewhere this could be an issue. Then it came off again!  Andreas helped me get it on, which was nice, but I felt like a bit of a wad. Would you believe it? My other crampon came off. I don't know if I was having a boot or crampon issue but it wasn't good.  Andreas checked his watch and it was 5:00am. He said we would be on the summit in 1 hour. This was good news but since the sun rises at 6:30, it would be hard to get a good summit picture.  My mistake, like in an ultra, was taking this opinion as fact. Spurred on by the finish, I felt good, yet after an hour I could now see the peaks across from me, and they were higher yet - a problem since I was on the tallest peak around.  My hopes sank, the headache peaked, and my stomach went south. I couldn't go 5-10 min without needing a rest. "30 min" Andreas would say, and then 15 min later, "30 min."  I started to bonk hard; his concern started to rise. We rounded a corner and popped out onto the summit ridge. "30 minutes," Andreas said. I sat in the snow.  "Todas bien?" he asked. No, I said, feeling poor.  I considered turning around at this point. The summit was only halfway (and since we had to go to base camp, not even halfway). I decided to press on.  We arched around the dome in a cloud, with a swirling wind obscuring the view.  Eventually, it relented and we stood, unceremoniously, on the unassuming summit, 6438m (21122ft). Andreas hugged me and I posed for a picture.  We left quickly with me in the lead and on belay.  However, the wind obscured the view, and not wanting to walk into a crevasse, I sat in the snow while Andreas wandered around for 10 minutes looking for the route.

I felt good heading down for an hour or so. My battery died so I took no pictures of the amazing ice walls.  I grew tired and started tripping on my own leg often and would sit in the snow to recover. We could see high camp but it never seemed to come.  The last hour was painful and riddled with stops. I crawled in and the waiting porters laughed at me while I stripped off each piece of clothing an chucked it aside.  Sweaty and exhausted, it was 9:45am. It took 5:35 to get up and 2:05 to get down to high camp but I swore it was twice that.  We were hustled out of there within a half hour for the long, dusty descent to base camp.  The craggy rocks and precarious footing were made all the more tenuous by wasted legs.  The extra weight on my back made cutting switchbacks difficult. I was roasting from wearing my fleece and Goretex pants still.  We were down in about 2 hours but it was a tortuous route that felt like it took all day.

We drove downhill on twisting, rocky roads for about 4 hours.  I faded in and out as it was too bumpy to drink.  We had to switch cars once and then drove around downtown for about 40 min. I thought they couldn't find my hotel but the cab was restricted from certain roads (traffic control rules). We ended up at the company headquarters and switched cabs again. 25 minutes later I was at my hotel and on the phone with Expedia for the next 2 hours.  On the Illimani, I had made the decision to leave Bolivia without climbing the second mountain, Sajama. Each call would drop; I would call back and repeat my story to a new representative. They would ask me for a number to call back, just in case, and I would repeatedly tell them I was in Bolivia. They called my mom (the number on my account) many times. $725 later I got a new flight, 3 days on. I just wanted to go home. The summit was bittersweet; I made it but felt disappointed with the adventure.